this is how i'm feeling: i'm angry at how it ended. she assaulted me. i'm angry that she did this and now we can't ever go back. she put me in a corner where i can never take her back. i'm hurt that i'm alone now, all because she couldn't follow the rules to love me and not put me down and hurt me. . i'm angry that her actions have changed my life. now i'm the one who has to adjust to the change. i'm the one who has to wake up alone i'm the one. who has to face the world alone. yes. i have good friends but as we all know they can't compensate for a wanting to love someone or no one would ever date.
i guess the question is why do i feel like i'm the one being punished. i didn't do anything wrong. i followed the rules. i loved her. i never mistreated her. never put her down. never touched her body in the way it would hurt like she did to me. i rubbed her back, her feet, cuddled her and told her that everything is going to be fine. IM SO ANGRY!!! IM SO HURT!!! it just doesn't seem fair. that i'm the one sad. and she gets off scotch free. deep breath.... sigh....
i'm hurt, a bit confused that i'm hurting. theres no going back. she ruined something that could have been golden.
by the way we were together for one year and 3 months. this is my first weekend alone.
i seen her at walgreens today. she couldnt help but to stop and let me know that the comcast bill was sent to her family apartment by accident and that she will drop it off at her friends house for me to pick it up. i didn't get it coz i pay on the phone with credit card. but i guess a lot of emotions seeing her gushed fourth.
have you gone through this and can you give me ideas about what i'm going through, and why?
is this normal? am i suppose to feel this way.Are these strange feelings to have at end of relationship, feeling blue?
You're just a little heartbroken, and it's normal. Besides it was a relationship that lasted for a bit, You were used to her giving you the tingling feeling inside when you saw her. Because of how much you loved her, I can tell how you feel, my relationship ended this late June and my sadness didn't go away until August.Anyways, you're just a little sad,angry and heartbroken it will take time to get better, depending on how strong those feelings were.Are these strange feelings to have at end of relationship, feeling blue?
OK being a guy, I think I , know where your coming from, some women dont want nice guys, I have been there myself,,thankfully, not all women are like this
good luck with the next one
Give it some time you will heal and move on.
pretty much. goes away with time tho.
You've been in an abusive relationship. This is the way women feel who finely leave their abusive husband/father of their children. It's normal. My advice...when you see her do an about face...avoid the conflict you'll have because she will be nice to USE you to get what she needs. You made the right move...don't dwell on it with friends..it will get back to her. If needed, go to an abuse center for support. Good luck Hon...you have a lifetime ahead of you and someone out there is looking for a good husband to be a great Dad.
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