Its so hard not to be with someone u love/care so much!!?

we use to talk online everday for the whole year! and now it feels werid. i do see him online and it makes it harder for me to move on. i block his sn just for the time being. will i ever get through this? and fall in love again? it really hurts so much and i cant stop crying over it. i know our relationship was goin bad cus we had too much problems... i was goin to end it myself too.. but thinking about our good times n stuf...makes it harder to let it go. we are both adults here. im 26 and hes 33. so we both know how to handle these things.





our relationship is over and theres nothing we can do about it. i guess it was not meant to be.i dont know if hes feeling sad and hurt too jus like me.. but maybe not. i hope in the future we could still remain friends but for now im going to give him his space and me too. he said he doesnt want to be with me now and that he needs space from the dramas. and maybe later if we both dont find anyone maybe we could try again.





im trying not to stay home as possible because i will go crazy thinking about it. im starting to go back to the gym and work out 4 times a week. and try to go out w/ friends too ( not really in the mood but i gota get away) also, im planning on goin out of the country next month. i hope that will help me through this. so by nxt year, i'll be all new and good. i know it takes time to get over someone and that time heals the pain. im sure me or like anyone out there in this world could do it. we all could be strong. im sure it was hard for him to let me go because he loved/care for me so much. i guess he just couldnt take me anymore. if u wanna depth of what went wrong u could ask me and i'll tell you.





i know in time i wil get over him and everything be fine. i do want to get him back but i know getting back now is impossible because the problems we were having. im sure he'l find someone and get married soon because he is at the age now . i want him to be happy wherever he is or doing. if its without me then its fine. if i cant make him happy then i hope someone will. thats all im asking from GOD. to give him happiness in himself and his life.Its so hard not to be with someone u love/care so much!!?
Okay, Life is not over! honey you are going to do fine. If you listen to counrty music, listen to Garth Brooks-Unanswered Prayers. It is a really good song. It talks about how he prayed every night that himand his high school sweetheart would stay together and then he realises that if that was answered he wouldn't have met his wife. It is really a sweet song. Just think about the good times and look at this as a lesson in your life. Your life is not over just the current chapter and it's waiting for you to move on and turn the page to begin the next chapter. You will be okay, I can't tell you what to do only that it's a temporary heart ache and you will find somebody else. Live your life if you guys cross paths again then that's ok, but don't try to make it happen let it be fate.